I understand how hard marina childhood days are that's something that many people went through being compared. But I feel like his brother actually really care for her
Honestly that's why reality shifting is a thing. You don't really get to live the life you want. The brother had good intentions, yes, but the problem is how he shows it. The way he also put her down when she wanted to major in creative writing was so unnecessary.
why do I believe they really exist? in another dimension probably, just like in Freaking Romance. I DONT KNOW I DONT WANT THIS TO BE MORE SAD THAN WHAT IT IS ALREADY
That... Was so close to my reality that I'm crying. My friend asked me before if I 'live'(I write and read always, and my friends know that. I don't even focus when talking to them, because I'm either writing or reading. They know it's unhealthy but they won't stop me because they respect me and they accept me for who I am. They're also kinda similar) in novels to escape from reality or if it's because novels are my reality. I couldn't answer him directly LOL because I really don't know if I'm creating my ideal life or if it's just my way of escaping. I just laughed it all but I'm glad he understands me. He's also like my little brother. I really wish he is, because my younger brother makes me sick. And yee, my real brother is like hers too. Except that he won't even know I'm escaping reality. He just thinks I'm reading novels because I like to real r18 stuffs(smut) and that's all I read about
And I know it's unhealthy. I'd do anything to choose the same thing Marina chose. If I could, I really would. I'd rather abandon this reality than to face it.